Working on it ...

Its a constant battle for me to seek the Lord's mission/purpose in my life. Personally, I know what I want to do and I work towards achieving my personal goal. However, I do wonder whether my personal goal is what the Lord wants me to do. What is His calling? What is His purpose for me? These questions at times leave me puzzled, and at times I do realize there might have been situations where its My Purpose Vs His Purpose! One thing I do know is that - I shouldn't be AFRAID, as He is with me!

Second thing I do know (or think I do :D) is that He wanted me to be involved with Women Ministry whereby He 'drag' me to serve, filled with lots of fear & uncertainty. Since that fateful day in 1990; He has placed me where I shouldn't be, He has connected me with people whom I shouldn't know, and He has equipped me where I am clueless! Thank You Lord for your continual presence and guidance!

With Bishop Hwa Yung & the GCMW EXCO members on 8/2/2012

Lubuk Lembak, Sarikei on 11/2/2012 doing Women Ministry

Over the weekend, I visited two (2) longhouses at two (2) different areas ie Lubuk Lembak, Sarikei and Ng. Assan, Sibu and having to deal with different groups of women and challenges. It took me almost 2 hours driving to reach this beautiful longhouse, crossing many mountains (small) and rivers to reach Lubuk Lembak. I was expecting to meet up with several of the Methodist women; and these women remind me of the 'bent woman'. How to resolve? How to 'free' these woman? Its interesting to see how the Satan works within our women, our church, and our community. I will be returning to the same place next month; so pray for me so that I would have the wisdom and His grace to resolve/handle the situation!

The next longhouse I visited is Ng Assan, longhouse sweet longhouse! I am so thankful and happy to see the women growth in their faith! Alleluyah!! I want to hug each and every single women there!!! However, I didn't - I didn't want to shock them!! haha That's how happy I am! Not only have their faith grown and strengthen; it has transmit to the children ie their children!! Children Ministry had started in the longhouse, again!! The Children Ministry was in place decades ago; but it stopped - the why? Don't know :) In this, I want to thank the Ipoh church for creating the interest for the children!

This women ministry outreach will form part of my activities for this year and please pray for me as I venture into this. Pray for the strength, good health, wisdom, and the finances - so that I could do it well with a heart full of love, joy, and peace.

Setaun udah berlalu ...

Enda berasai, setaun berlalu;
Enda berasai, pengarap, pengerindu, penyayau bertapak tegap;
Enda berasai, pengidup mansang!

Taun tu nyangka nuh lubah nulis alam blog tu; laban ke nuh ngasai ke pejalai pengidup enggau pengawa nuka sama setiap hari. Taja pia, endang bisi ngah pemansang, pengaga, pengerindu, penyaum ... ke lain nyadi! Nya alai aku semina nulis serta berkongsi ke berita ke ulih nyadi ke pengingat aku ke taun-taun siti.

Taun tu kami ngintu hari pengada anak ke disayau di rumah aja. Sembahyang serta makai enggau diri sebilik aja (nya pen enda semua dikagau; sigi bisi ringat sekeda - minta ampun auk! ).

Kek ke dipilih iya empu Chocolate Cheese,
sedap amat serta 1/3 digalau iya ke bala kawan di sekul ke hari siti.

Susah endal ngah mikir ke nama utai ke diberi; bala anak laban nuh udah besai udu ka milih utai ke diri empu. Ngena idea baru - meri 'gift certificate' 4 iti ke meli utai ke dikerindu ke iya empu. 1. Cert 1 - meli accessory ke dikerindu. Kemari iya minta accessory nya ditukar ke kasut flat warna putih.
2. Cert 2 - lunch date enggau mummy (sorry ... enggau orang bukai empai diasoh!!), diatu nganti iya milih hari enggau endor aja.
3. Cert 3 & 4 - cuti Autumn Sonata & duit kena meli utai din ila! :D

Selamat Hari Jadi, anak ke disayau amat. Besampi ke Allah Taalah ngibun serta merkat deh selalu.

Indeed a year had gone by, filled with memories; and another year of adding to these memories continues.

Valerie celebrated her birthday in January. We had a quiet family celebration/prayer at home and just had a wonderful time of fellowship. She chose a chocolate cheese cake from Secret Recipe (her desired choice was not available). I could not figure out what to get her, and so decided to give her personalized gift certificates of an accessory of choice (she chose to buy a flat white shoe!), a lunch date with mummy with her choice of venue & menu, and an Autumn Sonata holiday plus shopping money! Yes, she's officially a TEENAGER! Lord, please help me to be a good mother! Lord be her guiding light!